Tuesday, April 26, 2011

HELLO ALL

Hello Friends,
As weird as this sounds I am excited that thursday is coming, not only because that means it is closer to the weekend but also because My boyfriend will be coming back from switzerland,how this month has been a struggle, him being in a different country and me being here has really put our relationship to the test and I can say that tomorrow when I pick him up at the airport it will be our 1 month and 2 week anniversary! it's been weird to say that I have been dating him that long. Cause this coming from the girl who didn't even want a boyfriend. Now i have these feelings for a man! A man who treats me like a queen!
I hope all is well with you all just letting you all know that I am still alive!
I love you all

Sunday, April 3, 2011

MY RAY OF SUNSHINE....

Hello My fellow bloggers
Today I felt inspired to write a whole blog about my little ray of sunshine Breanne.
Wow I have a tremendous friend her Name is Breanne Cantlon. She is truly a tremendous friend. I love her! I was having a hard time and the one morning while doing papers by myself I decided that I would ponder about things. I had the inspiration that I needed to write Breanne a letter. At that point I did not know why or what would come out of doing so. Let me tell you that prompting has lead to a whole new outlook on life for me. I am super happy all the time. Not only did I need to evaluate my life and learn to love myself and forgive myself for things that I have done in my past that breanne worked so hard helping me with, but she has also helped me come out of my comfort zone. she has been right there to help me destruct walls that have been in place and alot of them for many years because of many fears! many fears about being teased or bugged about things. she is someone I know I can turn to if I need a helping hand. She and her roommates have a bunch of us over sunday evenings for dinner, and for once in my life I feel like I have someone who loves and accepts me for me and not what they want me to be. There have been many nights I have prayed to the lord thanking him for placing her in my life.
For those of you who do not know how I met Breanne, this is how it went down! I met her from being on facebook one day in december after being out with the sister missionaries. She had written that she needed a ride to the greyhound station. So even though I was super tired and felt like passing out I offered myself to give her a ride. And I am truly grateful she accepted because if she had not accepted I do not know if we would be as close as we are now! God knew that she would need me and I would need her. I am grateful for that december day. For her never being Judging of Me! for her loving me flaws and all. for her inspiring me to be a better person and to love myself so I can see what others love about me. She has blessed my life in many ways that I cannot express.
I LOVE YOU BREANNE! YOU ARE AN AMAZING PERSON AND AN EVEN MORE AMAZING FRIEND... I HAVE SO MUCH I AM GRATEFUL FOR BUT MOST OF ALL I AM GRATEFUL FOR YOU! FOR THE LOVE YOU SHOW ME THE SUPPORT YOU GIVE ME AND FOR SHOWING ME HOW TO BE A BETTER FRIEND...AND I AM MOST GRATEFUL I AM GRATEFUL FOR LISTENING TO THE LORD FOR OFFERING YOU THAT RIDE AND FOR THE WONDERFUL FRIEND HE HAS GIVEN ME.
your beautiful and most of all I love you. Never ever forget who you are. You are a beautiful daughter of God.

i hope all of my fellow bloggers had a great general conference weekend and until next time.