So its june and its already incredibly hot and I incredibly hate it so much right now. I do not mind the hot but I do not like 38 with the humidex kind of warmth. where everything sticks to you. its gross and nasty. I have had to come home and shower and change and not ready to go out anytime soon. although it will be nice when it cools down later tonight.
I hope everything is well with you. I am so grateful for the gospel in my life the blessing that it is and that I am not like the people in the world like Judy who is so confused! She believes in Satan but not in God or in Jesus Christ.
Andreas is back. he went out to Saskatchewan and came back. He missed me and was mis lead by somethings that where said. So I am grateful that he is back! I missed him so much the week that he was gone. He is my world he is my everything. he treats me like A queen. I love him and am grateful for him in my life. the lord blessed me when he put andreas in my life.
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Sunday, May 29, 2011
GUESS WHAT.........
Hello Fellow bloggers!
Yesterday While I was at work, And while I was at work Andreas went to a store and bought me a gift. then he says to me in a text message! Hey I bought you a gift I was like ok expecting that it was another bouquet of flowers cause I have only received 3 since we have been dating, And since he has also bought me a necklace! Well he says do you know what it is I said no! He says its gold I am like Ok thinking that it is a necklace or some earrings or something, the next thing he sends is its round! I am like a ring! HE SAYS YES A RING! HE BOUGHT ME A PROMISE RING! its cute, super adorable and I love it, I was not expecting it at all! I think he bought it so that while he is away the other guys will see that He and I are serious and that they will not try to take me from him. Not that I would anyways. I hope all is well with you! i LOVE YOU ALL I miss you all.
Yesterday While I was at work, And while I was at work Andreas went to a store and bought me a gift. then he says to me in a text message! Hey I bought you a gift I was like ok expecting that it was another bouquet of flowers cause I have only received 3 since we have been dating, And since he has also bought me a necklace! Well he says do you know what it is I said no! He says its gold I am like Ok thinking that it is a necklace or some earrings or something, the next thing he sends is its round! I am like a ring! HE SAYS YES A RING! HE BOUGHT ME A PROMISE RING! its cute, super adorable and I love it, I was not expecting it at all! I think he bought it so that while he is away the other guys will see that He and I are serious and that they will not try to take me from him. Not that I would anyways. I hope all is well with you! i LOVE YOU ALL I miss you all.
Thursday, May 26, 2011
HELLO FELLOW FOLLOWERS
its been a while since i have written on here and I have had some pretty up and down moments. Lately I have been really sick with bronchitis. as much as it isn't fun being sick with that kind of stuff i have been making the most of it. also my boyfriend is leaving me for 6-7 months to go work on a harvest crew. he accepted the job without even talking to me so it was really hard for me then he wondered why i got upset. Ir wasn't the fact that he wanted to do it it was the fact that my feelings basically didn't matter. that upset me.I turned it around and put him in the same situation. I said how would you like it if i did the exact same thing without telling you about it. he said i would be mad and upset and i said now you know why i am upset. I said its not the fact you want to do something its the fact you didn't even talk to me to see how i felt about this. it was very very much a eye opener for him.
we are working on communication, for him and i to talk to each other about things when it comes to needing to talk to someone, its been hard as my trust issues sometimes still want to come up. but I am just taking everything one day at a time. its been a rocky few days but we are working together to make things work and to be better.
its been a while since i have written on here and I have had some pretty up and down moments. Lately I have been really sick with bronchitis. as much as it isn't fun being sick with that kind of stuff i have been making the most of it. also my boyfriend is leaving me for 6-7 months to go work on a harvest crew. he accepted the job without even talking to me so it was really hard for me then he wondered why i got upset. Ir wasn't the fact that he wanted to do it it was the fact that my feelings basically didn't matter. that upset me.I turned it around and put him in the same situation. I said how would you like it if i did the exact same thing without telling you about it. he said i would be mad and upset and i said now you know why i am upset. I said its not the fact you want to do something its the fact you didn't even talk to me to see how i felt about this. it was very very much a eye opener for him.
we are working on communication, for him and i to talk to each other about things when it comes to needing to talk to someone, its been hard as my trust issues sometimes still want to come up. but I am just taking everything one day at a time. its been a rocky few days but we are working together to make things work and to be better.
Monday, May 16, 2011
TODAY...
Today has been one of those tipsy turby days full of emotion. and the boyfriend saw the first time tonight me cry. And he was super supportive, and it all came on just like a ton of bricks the way that they usually do. I have no rhythm or reason for it. We had been talking getting to know more about each other and then its just like all Of a sudden my emotions got the better of me.
He just is starting to realize the reason that I am the way that I am, and the reason that I have a hard time being able to accept compliments, and the reason i am so hard on myself and in his loving and supporting way he says to me I am here for you. We where at my friend Camille's wedding reception on the weekend it was so beautiful.
things are crazy busy here life is busy and crazy. but i love you all
He just is starting to realize the reason that I am the way that I am, and the reason that I have a hard time being able to accept compliments, and the reason i am so hard on myself and in his loving and supporting way he says to me I am here for you. We where at my friend Camille's wedding reception on the weekend it was so beautiful.
things are crazy busy here life is busy and crazy. but i love you all
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
HELLO ALL
Hello Friends,
As weird as this sounds I am excited that thursday is coming, not only because that means it is closer to the weekend but also because My boyfriend will be coming back from switzerland,how this month has been a struggle, him being in a different country and me being here has really put our relationship to the test and I can say that tomorrow when I pick him up at the airport it will be our 1 month and 2 week anniversary! it's been weird to say that I have been dating him that long. Cause this coming from the girl who didn't even want a boyfriend. Now i have these feelings for a man! A man who treats me like a queen!
I hope all is well with you all just letting you all know that I am still alive!
I love you all
As weird as this sounds I am excited that thursday is coming, not only because that means it is closer to the weekend but also because My boyfriend will be coming back from switzerland,how this month has been a struggle, him being in a different country and me being here has really put our relationship to the test and I can say that tomorrow when I pick him up at the airport it will be our 1 month and 2 week anniversary! it's been weird to say that I have been dating him that long. Cause this coming from the girl who didn't even want a boyfriend. Now i have these feelings for a man! A man who treats me like a queen!
I hope all is well with you all just letting you all know that I am still alive!
I love you all
Sunday, April 3, 2011
MY RAY OF SUNSHINE....
Hello My fellow bloggers
Today I felt inspired to write a whole blog about my little ray of sunshine Breanne.
Wow I have a tremendous friend her Name is Breanne Cantlon. She is truly a tremendous friend. I love her! I was having a hard time and the one morning while doing papers by myself I decided that I would ponder about things. I had the inspiration that I needed to write Breanne a letter. At that point I did not know why or what would come out of doing so. Let me tell you that prompting has lead to a whole new outlook on life for me. I am super happy all the time. Not only did I need to evaluate my life and learn to love myself and forgive myself for things that I have done in my past that breanne worked so hard helping me with, but she has also helped me come out of my comfort zone. she has been right there to help me destruct walls that have been in place and alot of them for many years because of many fears! many fears about being teased or bugged about things. she is someone I know I can turn to if I need a helping hand. She and her roommates have a bunch of us over sunday evenings for dinner, and for once in my life I feel like I have someone who loves and accepts me for me and not what they want me to be. There have been many nights I have prayed to the lord thanking him for placing her in my life.
For those of you who do not know how I met Breanne, this is how it went down! I met her from being on facebook one day in december after being out with the sister missionaries. She had written that she needed a ride to the greyhound station. So even though I was super tired and felt like passing out I offered myself to give her a ride. And I am truly grateful she accepted because if she had not accepted I do not know if we would be as close as we are now! God knew that she would need me and I would need her. I am grateful for that december day. For her never being Judging of Me! for her loving me flaws and all. for her inspiring me to be a better person and to love myself so I can see what others love about me. She has blessed my life in many ways that I cannot express.
I LOVE YOU BREANNE! YOU ARE AN AMAZING PERSON AND AN EVEN MORE AMAZING FRIEND... I HAVE SO MUCH I AM GRATEFUL FOR BUT MOST OF ALL I AM GRATEFUL FOR YOU! FOR THE LOVE YOU SHOW ME THE SUPPORT YOU GIVE ME AND FOR SHOWING ME HOW TO BE A BETTER FRIEND...AND I AM MOST GRATEFUL I AM GRATEFUL FOR LISTENING TO THE LORD FOR OFFERING YOU THAT RIDE AND FOR THE WONDERFUL FRIEND HE HAS GIVEN ME.
your beautiful and most of all I love you. Never ever forget who you are. You are a beautiful daughter of God.
i hope all of my fellow bloggers had a great general conference weekend and until next time.
Today I felt inspired to write a whole blog about my little ray of sunshine Breanne.
Wow I have a tremendous friend her Name is Breanne Cantlon. She is truly a tremendous friend. I love her! I was having a hard time and the one morning while doing papers by myself I decided that I would ponder about things. I had the inspiration that I needed to write Breanne a letter. At that point I did not know why or what would come out of doing so. Let me tell you that prompting has lead to a whole new outlook on life for me. I am super happy all the time. Not only did I need to evaluate my life and learn to love myself and forgive myself for things that I have done in my past that breanne worked so hard helping me with, but she has also helped me come out of my comfort zone. she has been right there to help me destruct walls that have been in place and alot of them for many years because of many fears! many fears about being teased or bugged about things. she is someone I know I can turn to if I need a helping hand. She and her roommates have a bunch of us over sunday evenings for dinner, and for once in my life I feel like I have someone who loves and accepts me for me and not what they want me to be. There have been many nights I have prayed to the lord thanking him for placing her in my life.
For those of you who do not know how I met Breanne, this is how it went down! I met her from being on facebook one day in december after being out with the sister missionaries. She had written that she needed a ride to the greyhound station. So even though I was super tired and felt like passing out I offered myself to give her a ride. And I am truly grateful she accepted because if she had not accepted I do not know if we would be as close as we are now! God knew that she would need me and I would need her. I am grateful for that december day. For her never being Judging of Me! for her loving me flaws and all. for her inspiring me to be a better person and to love myself so I can see what others love about me. She has blessed my life in many ways that I cannot express.
I LOVE YOU BREANNE! YOU ARE AN AMAZING PERSON AND AN EVEN MORE AMAZING FRIEND... I HAVE SO MUCH I AM GRATEFUL FOR BUT MOST OF ALL I AM GRATEFUL FOR YOU! FOR THE LOVE YOU SHOW ME THE SUPPORT YOU GIVE ME AND FOR SHOWING ME HOW TO BE A BETTER FRIEND...AND I AM MOST GRATEFUL I AM GRATEFUL FOR LISTENING TO THE LORD FOR OFFERING YOU THAT RIDE AND FOR THE WONDERFUL FRIEND HE HAS GIVEN ME.
your beautiful and most of all I love you. Never ever forget who you are. You are a beautiful daughter of God.
i hope all of my fellow bloggers had a great general conference weekend and until next time.
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Happy Happy Happy....
hello my fellow followers
This feeling I have is amazing I have been over abundantly happy about everything as of late. Maybe its because I am starting to love myself. And have finally started to forgive myself for the things that have happened when I fell off the wagon. I am removing walls and beginning to trust people around me. Even though it can be hard and a difficult challenge sometimes but I am working on it. Its funny to see how great I feel and how much the others around me have seen the same results. they say they haven't seen me this happy in a very long time. which makes me smile to see that they see the change in me is a great feeling. I am working so hard on being the best that I can be and to do the best that I can do. My feet are planted on firm foundation and whether my family is active or not that is not going to stop me from being happy. I just wish they could see and feel the same happiness that I feel. God has blessed my life so much!! and I am thankful for that!! I am thankful for all of you I am thankful for the blessings in my life. and for the wonderful guy in which I am really getting to know. I hope all is well with you.
LOVE YOU ALL.... CRYSTAL
This feeling I have is amazing I have been over abundantly happy about everything as of late. Maybe its because I am starting to love myself. And have finally started to forgive myself for the things that have happened when I fell off the wagon. I am removing walls and beginning to trust people around me. Even though it can be hard and a difficult challenge sometimes but I am working on it. Its funny to see how great I feel and how much the others around me have seen the same results. they say they haven't seen me this happy in a very long time. which makes me smile to see that they see the change in me is a great feeling. I am working so hard on being the best that I can be and to do the best that I can do. My feet are planted on firm foundation and whether my family is active or not that is not going to stop me from being happy. I just wish they could see and feel the same happiness that I feel. God has blessed my life so much!! and I am thankful for that!! I am thankful for all of you I am thankful for the blessings in my life. and for the wonderful guy in which I am really getting to know. I hope all is well with you.
LOVE YOU ALL.... CRYSTAL
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