What to do what to say...

This blog has become increasingly more and more challenging to keep up to date the more and more life is choatic.
So these are the events that have happened over the past while.
Hannah moved to Utah this month it has been extremely hard and I have felt very lost without her. I have received mail from people that i didn't figure that I would receive mail from. I have been fighting with alot of confusion and doubt about alot of things but things are starting to look up.
we had to put my grandpa's dog that we inherited when he passed away down two weeks ago tomorrow. I miss him and i have found it hard to not miss him because of the fact that he was my grandpa's and the last memory we had of him.
i also found out that on the 12rh of this month my grandma and grandpa Atkinson where sealed together in the temple. My dad is happy to know that his parents will be together forever in the heavens.
I hope all is well, I love you all think of you often.

JANUARY.....

Oh my friends the first few days have not been pleasant to me here in London Ontario... We had no snow for christmas and then its just been dumping snow on us since then we must have accumulated way too much snow since then. Well I hope that you all had a wonderful time ringing in the 2010 year. I know that I did. I spent the time with my friend Karla and her Husband Oscar and Her family. Now for those of you who don't know Karla is Spanish and her family are amazing. I don't speak spanish but the few spanish words I know I try to practice when I am around. Well I worked on December 31st till about 10:30pm then I decided that maybe I would Call Karla and see what she was doing. I hadn't been feeling good but decided to go out anyways. Well I spent the night at Karla's Parents on thursday evening and then spent the day with Karla before going to Hannah's house for dinner.
Hannah is moving to Utah on thursday and it is really hard for me right now. I know that she is truly happy and that she is totally pumped to start school in the next week and that she will be closer to her boyfriend and other friends in Utah. Although I wish she was taking me with her. So for those of you who I don't know if I have told or if you have heard it from others I am telling you know, I haven't been at church in the last 5 weeks and the only reason I am going today is because its hannah's last sunday and she asked me to come.So that is my reason for going. Yes I know stupid reason but hey I am going right. There has been a lot going on and a lot that I feel I haven't been able to handle well and before dealing with it I have just run away from it Church included. I know its a stupid excuse to stop going but its just come on like a ton of bricks and I haven't been able to get it to go away. I am trying to do some things to see if that helps cause i don't know what else to do.
I hope that all is well with you. I Love you all and I wish you a safe and prosperous 2010.