Hey where has the last month gone.

I just realized that it has been quite a while since I last updated my blog so I figured it was better that I do so. I have been busy and the stress of working so much has caught up to me that I totally needed a break from my one job. needless to say I have been just killing myself working lots. For those of you who don't know I want to go on a trip next summer out to UTAH. My really close friend hannah is moving out there for school very soon So I want to make a trip out there next summer to see her. So I am trying to save money right now for that and for the purpose of getting my Passport, Which my goal is too start in January. I hope all is well with everyone. That you all have had a VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS.
I will try to be a more faithful writer in the future. But no promises!!!! hahahaha
until next time.

TIRED TIRED AND MORE TIRED

These days seem to be getting longer and longer as I work more and more, and now with the Buses being on strike my days may get longer as I will be helping those friends of mine get to and from places as I have a car. I love you all hope all is well with you things are ok here. Busy but good.
I will try to post more next time...

Crystal

FAMILY JOBS AND PLENTY MORE

The other night I was watching a Anahiem Ducks game with my brother when they didn't have commercials and they played this stupid song while the area was on commercial well all of a sudden my dad and brother started singing and dancing around.. I told them both that they needed to go to the loonie bin that they where too crazy.. That is right I have nutty family members.
Currently I am working 4 jobs, While trying to figure out whether or not I should get rid of one not to the enjoyment of me I want to keep it but my dad mom and brother are like no it doesn't pay enough and stuff. So I will pray about it the next little while and see what the lord has to say.
There has been plenty going on I seem to be busy all the time. It's great though I don't seem to feel like There are things that are wrong in my life even when at times I feel there is... I am doing good hope all is well with you all.. I can't believe its already november.
Talk to u soon
Crystal

What has gone on.....

Over the last month i have found myself too busy to write on this blog... I know the name of my blog is my life from day to day... I have recently in the course of a few weeks have had my 25th birthday.. Now that I am 25 I am staying that way forever... LOL, I currently have just received another 2 jobs on top of my 2 jobs I already have. So I will be working 4 jobs come November 2 its crazy to think that I will be working every day of the week..Except for sunday... I choose this past Declaration or work schedule not to work on sunday's!! its become quite strange not to have to run to work after church or even miss church to go but I certainly have enjoyed it and its my way of trying to be more reverent and more christ like in not working on sunday's. That is a big leap and bound for me! Because I have not worked sunday's I have seen other blessings in my life.
The Lord is very observant in our lives and I am glad. He knows what we need to do! and he blesses us when we do that which we should do. I am getting ready to go to Institute.... I am grateful for you all in my life.. Things are challenging but I know that as I continue to do what I am suppose to do that things will get better.
I hope all is well with you and until next time this is crystal signing off... Farwell and hopefully next update will be sooner....

Hello my fellow blogger friends,

Hope that life is treating you well, Know that I love you and that I miss you and think of you all often.. I hope that things are well wherever you are at this point or at whatever stage in life you are at.

There has been alot going on in my life that has sent me into a spiral downward motion and not in an upward direction, I know alot of it has been doubt and fear, but I am just going to keep trying to do the best that i can..

i hope all is well know that I love you all
Until next time
Crystal

A Baby A Baby... But Not my Baby...

Well, I haven't seen my one friend From Clinton in a couple years, Anyways I have known the last few months or so that she is going to have a baby. She is a lovely friend who I have been friends with Since my last year of highschool. And that would be actually grade 13 not grade 12. So anyways today I stopped by with some baby stuff that I had bought to bring to her.

Because I was working in Clinton for my last sunday before Racing is over till next summer. I have felt like I really have slacked over the last while in being her friend and I don't know why. I am not judgemental and I love people no matter what.
I think its because my mind has been focused else where.

Anyways I stopped by to see her today, And Unfortunately She wasn't home, She was gone to work but My friend's mom took the stuff and Said that once the baby is born that I had better stop in and see my friend and the baby.

But that means making another trip to Clinton, I really have no purpose in going to clinton nor do I like Clinton that much. I just go in the summer for the work and because I have some friends that I work with that I enjoy seeing every summer.

The baby is due in October, Which is a good month cause that is the month in which I was born, I know that the baby will be blessed with such a wonderful mother, As she is a wonderful friend. And I know that even though we don't talk sometimes as much as I would like and we don't even see each other that much that I know that she is always there for me when I need her.

I wish her all the best in her remaining 5 weeks... And all the best once the baby is born. I know that she will nurture this child well and that this baby will be blessed to have her as a mother.

Until next time...
Crystal

I am sorry I can't be perfect! That describes me Best

Well its been a while since I have updated this blog, A lot has gone on in my world and in my crazy mixed up head. I don't know why my minds leads me into these series of doubts, and fear and other things.
The last few days, I have felt a very unhappy feeling, Like very down, I almost didn't go to sacrament this morning that is how bad it is.
There is this song called perfect by simple plan that describes exactly how I feel at times. And right now at this point when I seem to be struggling. I don't know why I feel like this or what has brought this on.

I was feeling fine I guess until friday evening when I went to a YSA dance, There has been many mixed feelings the last little while about YSA I seem to be growing older and less fond of YSA I don't know why on the most part the people in YSA have been pleasant and there is always someone I feel like I need to help.

But I feel like I am missing something there, I don't know what it is or haven't been able to pin point what it exactly is, There are times that I feel great content happy and then something triggers these fears doubts and like I am not good enough for anyone and in particular my friend.

I know that satan is working hard on me right now, and that I made the correct decision this morning when the sisters called to wake me up for sacrament but I just didn't feel wonderful at sacrament. I don't know what is wrong with me. I know that there is alot of hard things going on in life right now.

And I know that the lord puts trials in our lives to make us stronger, and that he won't give us anymore then we can handle. But I haven't felt this low in a long time. And it's going to take a little work but I know I will come out of it.

Right now, What I need is prayers! I know that the gospel blesses lives I have seen it. it is marvelous. Please pray that this will go away and that I will feel better. I love you all so very very much.

Thanks for being my friend and being there when I have needed it i know sometimes I don't show enough appreciation
But I Appreciate all of you my friends
thanks for being my friend even when I get like this

Crystal