Hello Fellow bloggers!
Yesterday While I was at work, And while I was at work Andreas went to a store and bought me a gift. then he says to me in a text message! Hey I bought you a gift I was like ok expecting that it was another bouquet of flowers cause I have only received 3 since we have been dating, And since he has also bought me a necklace! Well he says do you know what it is I said no! He says its gold I am like Ok thinking that it is a necklace or some earrings or something, the next thing he sends is its round! I am like a ring! HE SAYS YES A RING! HE BOUGHT ME A PROMISE RING! its cute, super adorable and I love it, I was not expecting it at all! I think he bought it so that while he is away the other guys will see that He and I are serious and that they will not try to take me from him. Not that I would anyways. I hope all is well with you! i LOVE YOU ALL I miss you all.
Sunday, May 29, 2011
Thursday, May 26, 2011
HELLO FELLOW FOLLOWERS
its been a while since i have written on here and I have had some pretty up and down moments. Lately I have been really sick with bronchitis. as much as it isn't fun being sick with that kind of stuff i have been making the most of it. also my boyfriend is leaving me for 6-7 months to go work on a harvest crew. he accepted the job without even talking to me so it was really hard for me then he wondered why i got upset. Ir wasn't the fact that he wanted to do it it was the fact that my feelings basically didn't matter. that upset me.I turned it around and put him in the same situation. I said how would you like it if i did the exact same thing without telling you about it. he said i would be mad and upset and i said now you know why i am upset. I said its not the fact you want to do something its the fact you didn't even talk to me to see how i felt about this. it was very very much a eye opener for him.
we are working on communication, for him and i to talk to each other about things when it comes to needing to talk to someone, its been hard as my trust issues sometimes still want to come up. but I am just taking everything one day at a time. its been a rocky few days but we are working together to make things work and to be better.
its been a while since i have written on here and I have had some pretty up and down moments. Lately I have been really sick with bronchitis. as much as it isn't fun being sick with that kind of stuff i have been making the most of it. also my boyfriend is leaving me for 6-7 months to go work on a harvest crew. he accepted the job without even talking to me so it was really hard for me then he wondered why i got upset. Ir wasn't the fact that he wanted to do it it was the fact that my feelings basically didn't matter. that upset me.I turned it around and put him in the same situation. I said how would you like it if i did the exact same thing without telling you about it. he said i would be mad and upset and i said now you know why i am upset. I said its not the fact you want to do something its the fact you didn't even talk to me to see how i felt about this. it was very very much a eye opener for him.
we are working on communication, for him and i to talk to each other about things when it comes to needing to talk to someone, its been hard as my trust issues sometimes still want to come up. but I am just taking everything one day at a time. its been a rocky few days but we are working together to make things work and to be better.
Monday, May 16, 2011
TODAY...
Today has been one of those tipsy turby days full of emotion. and the boyfriend saw the first time tonight me cry. And he was super supportive, and it all came on just like a ton of bricks the way that they usually do. I have no rhythm or reason for it. We had been talking getting to know more about each other and then its just like all Of a sudden my emotions got the better of me.
He just is starting to realize the reason that I am the way that I am, and the reason that I have a hard time being able to accept compliments, and the reason i am so hard on myself and in his loving and supporting way he says to me I am here for you. We where at my friend Camille's wedding reception on the weekend it was so beautiful.
things are crazy busy here life is busy and crazy. but i love you all
He just is starting to realize the reason that I am the way that I am, and the reason that I have a hard time being able to accept compliments, and the reason i am so hard on myself and in his loving and supporting way he says to me I am here for you. We where at my friend Camille's wedding reception on the weekend it was so beautiful.
things are crazy busy here life is busy and crazy. but i love you all
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